It's Father's Day and I'm Not Alone

Search my heart, search my soul… 

There’s nothing else 
               that I want more.              

Father’s day – a special day of bragging about our father’s strengths on the internet and almost everywhere but very shy to tell those things direct to our heroes. This is also the time when I find myself a kind of different from the others, especially on the internet world, just the second time: greetings, honoring posts and photos with their beloved fathers flooding all over the news feed on Facebook and e-mail. At some point, yes, I am bitter. I was happy to see their lovely photos and posts but I also got sad because I don’t have my father to celebrate with anymore. 

But thanks to God that this occasion comes on a Sunday and so after I attended our Worship Service at church, I felt God’s comfort, love and peace again. He reminded me that I’m not alone nor unlucky – in fact I am blessed to know that my Heavenly Father is a father to the fatherless and defender of widows (Psalm 68:5). He is more than enough for me and you. 

Let’s also keep in mind that God gave the fathers that we had and are having on earth. He is the source of their strength and all resources needed to provide their families. I feel better now. I know He loves me. And my own father, Doming, is also doing great in our great God’s paradise. 

Hillsong United's Search My Heart (Radio Version) MV via Youtube

I hope this post will make you feel better and loved as well.
God bless! 

Random Roundup: Christmas Lights Display Ideas

I've been searching for nice rooms decorated with Christmas lights for few hours now and I was thinking if it’s safe to have it in my room but as I googled the keywords and saw the results, hmm.. maybe it’s okay but it will cost us much on electricity usage, so never mind for the mean time hahahaha and I need to clean and reorganize my room big time!

Anyway, here are some beautiful lighted rooms. 

photos via apartment therapy, tumblr, pinterest

I really like those magical sparkly effects and also I remember Sam’s room in The Perks of Being a Wallflower film.

Dear Sleep

I believe – this is my worst insomnia ever! My brain cells are also dying because of this, I know. I am really having a hard time sleeping every night and I am feeling so wide awake for looooong hours, not until around 4AM! It’s like my mind would decide to have a break once the rooster crows from the neighborhood. What to do?!

BG sunset sky photo by yours truly.

In English: Dear [long] sleep, where are you?

In my love letter to "sleep" - I must include, 

"I miss you so much, let’s get back together.
Love, M